Cold feet

 morning blogfam. How was yesterday and your night? I just woke up like 10minutes ago. I actually dreamt about Nigeria in the 70s(am not sure about the year) I could see a lot of team natural hair ,there was nobody with 100% human hair,no Nike eyebrow. My dreams usually appear real,attention to details and all ( it was even in black and white).
     Did I tell you guys I was supposed to go on a date yesterday? Like a date 'date', its like the second time I have been asked out on a date. The first time I was about 18years old, it was a valentine's day, I actually had like 3 dates that valentine's day, but I chicken out, I was so scared (what if they were serial killers or rapists), I was actually at my older men phase( that year every guy that ask me out was at least 20years older than I was ) I had to switch off my phone just because I didn't have the courage to cancel.
   Yesterdays date was actually supposed to be a pool side date, I was so uncomfortable wearing a bikini( that means I have to shave my legs) am not even comfortable been half naked with a guy I just met( I met him at the party I went to on saturday). He is so cute and he can dance . I guess I was just scared he wouldn't like me when we talk... Yes! that and the fact that I like to sleep more than I like to swim(I can't even swim).
    My friends believes all my excuses was just to shield myself from the real problem (I was scared he might actually like me enough to go on a second date with me). Why do you chicken out of dates? Do you think I should give him a shot? I don't want my skin to be used as a coat.(He might just be another serial killer).have a very nice day.