What if God was one of us

Woke up this morning feeling lost...feeling like I need to talk to someone, anyone ...I needed someone to listen to what I wanted to say just anybody to really listen...I didn't even know who I want to talk to per say...I mean its too early to even call someone...after hours of gloom I eventually came out of my misery...I realise d person I wanted to talk to was God ...am not talking about prayer now ....I pray ...I know I do ...sometimes I feel like I don't say enough prayers, sometimes I feel I say too much...what I really want is to av a conversation with Him...what I would say if I had an opportunity to talk to the most high...but wait a minute because am sure am not the only one that has wondered who God is. So what if God was a man just like me and you..what if he was just a beggar by the road side asking for your help ....what if he is a miserable drunk or a wife beater ....is God a she or he...Is God there? Is He listening? I want to ask him why he created a world so beautiful and allowed sin destroy it. Did he "allow" sin destroy it...I have heard God is great,have heard he is all powerful...I want to ask him why he allow young people die...I want to ask him about the plans he has for me...would I grow as old as a mountain before I leave or would I just go down like a puppy snatched from his mothers breast...would I be rich and powerful or would I suffer a different lot... dose anyone know where God reside because I need to have a conversation with him. A conversation with the creator!